CWard87

God I've hit a low point in my life..... I think I've reached the point where I've started breaking away piece by piece. I don't know what to do, I'm so depressed right now, I can't help it. My best friend's gone, and It's got me so down that I can't see straight. Please all of my friends out there keep me in your thoughts and prayers for a while, I don't know how to bring myself back up to normal.... I haven't even been able to do as much as pick up a pencil or start up photoshop.... I have no will anymore.... I'll come out of it, I'm just really taking things hard at the moment... hopefully it won't be so long till I can get back on here

So the past few days have not been very good at all..... without going into detail, I've gotta quit school for two reasons, one of which being completely unavoidable... damn car... I will still go forward with my art and becomming a graphic designer, but school is just going to have to wait, I didn't think there would be something more important than finishing school, but it has made itself clear. I hope noone thinks I'm doing that for the wrong reasons.... I just need to take care of business. I know it's not going to be the last time I see you guys, but Jean, Ashley, Zakkie, and everyone else up at westwood, thanks for everyone being my fr

Okay so I'm SUPER UBER excited that I got my Ozzfest tickets, because that means that I get to see 3 of my favorite bands, Nile, Behemoth, and The Showdown. OMG OMG OMG I CAN'T WAIT! I really hope I can take my friend Zak with me as well, so everyone keep their fingers crossed! Also, exactly one month from tomorrow is going to be a tough day.... It's a day where either me and Zak could go see Inhale/ Exhale or we can go to Warped Tour, and that my friends is one hell of a hard choice. My gut is leaning more towards warped tour though :) ===== Anyways, moving on to Art. I've been swelling with emotions lately, most of which want me to grab